what's happening?

i had never felt so drifted away before....

don't worry..

though u may not be perfect, so am i.... i will always stay with you and we shall walk this journey together, hand-in-hand...

i'm speechless

was at boon lay mrt station control on fri with cl... we were waiting for her friend..

there was an old lady sitting on the parapet*, beside us. we didn't pay attention to her until when she asked cl for the time.

the first thought that came across my mind was that she must be waiting for her family/friend.

true enough, she was there waiting..

but she was waiting so that she can travel by MRT at the senior citizen concession rate.

i'm speechless then...

The concession rate starts at 7pm, it was only 6.05pm then and she seemed to have been sitting there for some time already...

* dunno wat's that thing she's sitting on called..

excuse me... are you, U?

was once again having the feeling to write... but now my pen only recognises assets and liabilites, no longer capable of writing chinese characters..

i promise i shall write something for U one day..

thanks for being around...

thank you for just being U...

life will never be the same again......

i'm an unhappy subcommer

pardon my language used in here.. i know i'm degrading myself by using such language here but pls let me just do it this time cos i really need to 发泄... just can't take it..

it's 3 am now and i'm had just finished planning the schedule for announcement for my CCA. supposed to have come back hall tonight, so that i can do some studying first, instead of starting on monday. but in the end, due to some dunno wat the hell reasons, i ended doing the whole schedule by myself.

i'm supposed to be doing it with the other 2 subcommers, but they just seem to be uncontactable. emailed them twice and no one replied. what's wrong with these people?

ok, i just hope i'm wrong and that they do have some valid reasons to back themselves up, if not i just feel like "waking" these pple up. wat the hell? we earned the points together, but i ended up doing the job all by myself? wat is this? in the end, i think i did quite a bad job doing the schedule.. felt guilty in a sense that i had disappoint my group leader. but i guess there's really not much a single person can do with a deadline so close already.

if u happened to be one of the two subcommers reading this, all i can say is "wake up ur bloody idea",

but i still really hope that i'm wrong about u..

phew... felt so much better now.. maybe now i can start to study.. haha...

but after doing this planning, think i will appreciate the CCAs' announcements made during the lectures more now, cos it's really not easy to plan a good and detailed schedule in order to publicise ur event. things are worse when ur CCA is big...

this is a lousy post.. don't read it unless necessary...

i guess i had been a much happier person these days due to several reasons..

1. next week is recess week, time to enjoy a week break, time to catch up, time to do alot of projects..

2. i'm starting to get used to uni life, life here seems so hectic, but i guess it's really up to individual.. i had happily decided to just go with the flow.. abit of "take it easy" attitude

3. cos i did something courageous.. (duhz....)


P.S. 最近的我，越来越冷。。。

H_RT

If i'm H_RT, i would rather have "U" and get HURT, rather than "EA", to have a HEART without U....