am i rotting?

am i rotting?

is it true that everyone has found a job, but i have not? why is it that everyone seems to have something to do, but i have not?
i have been blogging more often recent days than i have months ago. am i really rotting?

my typical day now:
1000 - wake up
1015 - computer time [downloading, surf net, msn(even when i seem to be the only one around), games]
1210 - mum comes back with lunch
1300 - afternoon nap ZZzzzz..
1400 - reading session.. [yeah!! i just finished "I'll Go to Bed at Noon" by Gerard Woodward] - so not really rotting rite?
1630 - shower time [hot...]
1700 - tv time [channel U - ASOS - they r really fun to watch]
1800 - dinner
1830 - tv time again
2200 - computer time [msn(cos every1 seems to be back from work]
2345 - hands over com to my bro cos he only returns from work now.. while i carry out my night reading session
0015 - sleeps...

life is really boring.. i'm looking to be occupied during this time, but i have no wish to look for a job. not that i have not tried, but it's either
1] with experience..
2] female working environment
3] able to work for at least 6 months
4] 35wpm (i don't even know how fast i type)
5] jurong, tuas, yishun..
6] the number u called is not in use/no one bothers to pick up your phone...

ok, i'm just being difficult, a hard-to-please un-employee. but it's true, doesn't anyone has the same experience as i do? now that i have the time in the world, but i don't know wat i can do with it. isn't that sad?

please, if u see me on msn, please check that i'm still alive and have not rotten