things are clearer on the Right side...

had not been feeling good recently, the coursework and many other things are just too overwhelming, aren't they? well i guess it's really time to be defeated once again...

i think i m more and more addicted to encoding my blog entries. i know some of u sure buay song.. but o well.. all i can say is that u will not miss out much if u don't bother to spend decoding my messages... cos they are all of no point at all... haha...

tiy nlt rgubj rglr rgua wbxisubf ua ayowe ayowe aunokw ri vewlj, uab'r ur? rgua ua vxlyaw, u's fibw ibw arwo dyergwe vt siyvkw wbxisubf nt nwaalfwa, rglr ua ri alt, rgwew'a lxr rqi naf ub rgua olelfelog... ibw id rgwn ua rgua naf y ewlsubf biq, rgw irgwe ibw oka si ur yeawkd...

lost

give me a hint, if u know what it means...

not easy.. not disclosinG

o.. i guess sometimes not all messages must try to make sense, do they? especially when what are more important is that thee encode message is concealed.. few friends just enjoy trying their wit to save every encoded message..

don't bother...

i know i had been sounding pessimistic and bored in my last few entries in this blog, but i guess that's just life isn't it?

i'm sorry if u r one of those that i had made worried because of whom i had became or am becoming..

but i guess this post isn't going to be too much different from the previous few...

y do i keep walking in circles? when can i walk out from all these? which step should i take?

after so long, i'm still facing the same old problem, situation... someone give me assistance? no.. i can't.. i had to overcome all these by myself, even if that mean....

more than numbers...

968 6878 4283 2336 42779 86 4283 3326333 8447 6377243.

288 4 226 729 968 6878 23 26733 866.

84373 47 6659 663 84464 4 9268 86 729 46 8447 36879 263 48 47 8428 69 824 26273 47 668 9675464.

....

at the crossroad once again...

i picked up my pen, wanting to write something, but nothing came out of it..


where's all my inspirations?

do i EVEN have them in the first place?

what's the point? there's no point...

i decided to do something stupid by encoding the message below, so if u r determined to find out what it is, kindly go and decode it urself.... wahaha... i'm damn tired, sleepy and bored... and hostile...


Please be warned that the following entry has no point in it at all... I'm just being lame, i'm writing whatever that comes to my mind...


this is a conversation between 2 friends...

Friend A: am i ur friend?

Friend B: ya..

Friend A: am i hostile?

Friend B: ya..

Friend A: so am i friend or hostile?

Friend B: u r my hostile friend...

duhz.. rite.. yes it's no point at all... i warned u... (-_-")

for those that decode the msg, kindly keep it to urself, maybe u would like to leave some comments here also... wahaha... i think i like this blog entry a lot... :-)

help......

i'm breaking apart...

i can feel my head cracking...

my soul is leaving me behind..

it seems that i can't take it anymore...

waiting....

a research once shows that an average person spends about 4 yrs of time in his life, waiting.....


are u waiting for someone too?

don't let someone wait for u......

National Day

while i was watching today's live telecast of the national day parade celebrations on channel 5, it really bring back memories.

i still remember a year ago, i was there in National Stadium, part of the Colours Party, part of the parade. Nothing spectacular in particular, cos the actual parade was actually our 10th real time run? we were all too used to atmosphere.. can't really feel a thing, really...

but come to think of it, that 39th National Day Parade celebrations is probably going to be the only time in my entire life when i'm actually a participant. don't think i would ever get another chance.

it did bring back memories, like the fact that you get to see the organising part of a national event, u also had an rare opportunity to see Singaporeans coming together for a common goal. That's really something incredible...

but i guess most of them were really unpleasant experiences.. like for example getting burn like 3 months of weekends, it's always afternoon till evening, and during the full runs, it can be from morning all the way till 11pm.. i guess this is the part most pple won't get to see...
we eat at super off timings like 4 pm for dinner, sometimes no lunch.. screw up in transportation etc... we train and train and train.., won't get to see the performance of the celebrations... and many other bad experiences...

anyway, i still glad i did it once, did it before.. but if u were to ask me, i guess i won't do it again... haha...

Happy National Day...

P.S. i didn't proof read, so if the sentences doesn't make sense, i'm sorry...

apologies

if u r someone whom had been frequently visiting this blog, and is starting to get pissed for the outdated entries in this blog, i sincerely apologise...

these days had really been busy with a lot of things... anyway, this is my FIRST blog entry using my newly bought Acer laptop.. feels really different...

if u r one of those avid participant of the "test your intelligence" series, may i apologise also for it's suspension for the time being... i'm really running out of good and interesting questions... thanks all this while for participating actively in the previous quizzes..

take care everyone....